Deja vu

Have you ever felt as if all your little dreams were suddenly coming true?
In the activities, passions and desires of today, I can sometimes recognize the old pattern of childish euphoric ideas that I had long time ago. Deja vu of what I used to think of as unbelievable is now possible and knowledge I thought I could never gain is here, in my hands, mind and brain.
Could it be true?
That our brain remembers every thought of strong desire, no matter how short it was, no matter how impossible its achievement would have been? Is it waiting and slowly finding its way into reality of who we are to become? Am I the residue of my yesterdays dreams?
It is beautiful, yet disturbing, for how can I know what other negative dreams I had and why they have not come true...