Beholder

-Truth is inconvenient for those without their own life, and uninteresting for the rest.
-kind of a lose lose situation no?
-no, life is just theatre performance. After a while we will learn how to act well.
-it looks like it, but im not sure if there is a beholder
-yeah, i guess thats what all philosophy is about..is there director? is there spectator... and what if not
-hmm lets say there isnt. what are the consequences?
-then we r just f-ing bad actors in a low quality performance. That would be too depressive
-well, it could be. the question is do we believe what we want to, or do we place objective reality in a higher priority 
-we believe what we want to... thats the big bang of personal life, when we meet up reality and cannot deny its authenticity

I wonder what would happen if everyone realised life is just performance... 
maybe we do know it, just dont want to admit it. Thats why we create illusion of beholder/spectator/watcher. So that acting has meaning, is „important“.

The problem starts when few find out there is no director nor beholder and that life is just game, that we play. Very frustrating for those who wanted to go to hollywood.

From this point of view, if there is any other truth than this "acting" one, it is unimportant. 
Have a nice deprssive day:)